I’m so pissed off right now that it’s not funny. I should have listened to that little voice inside me that was telling me all day long to stay home, but noooooooo, I had to decide to go out and try and have a good time. Instead I’m back home wishing I had never left.

Now I did have a good dinner with L, we caught up and had some giggles and laughs. Afterwards at 7:30, I should have realized things weren’t going to happen and gone home. But noooooooo, I pushed it and stayed into Philly a bit longer. Actually I finally got on a train home to New Jersey at 10:30.

J got stuck at the initial party she had going on, and she invited me to it, but I didn’t feel like going to Northeast Philly. I was tired and getting a headache, I would have preferred to just go home at that point, which I eventually did.

The individuals who wanted this night out, yeah they bailed. That’s just so not right. If you bail on something I plan that’s one thing, but don’t bail on your own night out. It is not exactly easy for me to get into Philly from where I live in NJ. If drinking is involved I have to take public transportation and cabs. Do you know how easy it is getting a cab late at night in New Jersey? It’s not that easy, you wait and wait and sometimes wait some more.

If they want to go out again, they can call me when they are on the bus or in the taxi to the bar/club. Better yet, call me when your there and sit around waiting for me to get there.

Tomorrow night is another friend’s bachelorette party. I am not feeling up to it at ALL right now. My plan at the moment is to drive into the city tomorrow night and just have dinner and then retire. If I drive it not only assures I cannot drink at all, but I can skip the partying at the bar and just go home.

Dustin